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long time... no post....
ok want to post another two of my poems. wait i mean three. its been long since i last posted, so yea, a lot of them.
《以忘荣》
日思旧情心复念，
每思往事重思过。
夜思记忆挥泪下，
只记疑是当年荣。
hmm this means that: everyday as i think about olden times, i have complicated feelings, everytime i think about the past, i will think over again and again, every night as think back, i cry. what i remember is just the forgotten glory of me in the past.
《千年默》
孤身走遍万里路，
踏过数人无人闻。
一步三回寻知音，
不想竟比登天难。
与影起舞心更寒，
与石饮酒胃更苦。
抬头问天天默然，
却感奇妙夏日雪。
ok well... as the name suggest, this poem is about a thousand year loneliness. this is more based on friendship. and i think this is the best piece i wrote so far. hmmmm :P ok. so it means: i, by myself, walked tens of thousands of miles; walked past many but none cared. every step i turn back 3 times to look out for a possible best friend forever; but who know it is harder than reaching for the sky. my heart became colder as i dance with my shadow; my stomache felt more bitter as i drink wine with the rocks. i ask the sky why but the sky kept quiet; however, i felt a marvelous snow on that summer day feeling that i am neglected.
《习难忘》
分高心傲行渐懒，
朝夕飘过惰成惯。
现级仿佛过山车，
年月推移忧成习。
薄念坚避白发悔，
只惜惯后意难破。
习性犹如漫天雪，
只怕积雪不可收。
hmm, this is about my laziness T^T. ok, i am very lazy.. The explanation: In the past, i used to get high marks, but because of that, i become lazy and laziness became a habit. now, my results are like roller coaster, very unstable, and as the days past, worrying is now a habit. a thin wish to avoid regret when old, but sadly, that wish is too weak to penetrate the hard habits. habits for me seem like snow, and i fear that when the snow become too deep, it can never be melted...
haha, done. well, i am wondering if i should go for centerstage. I love singing! :D but... some people say that i sing well, some say i dont... i really dont know.... :( i feel that i have no courage to face the audience and still sing properly.... well, anyways, i remember Dinuo's status message was "always aim to reach the sky, even if you fail, at least you touched the clouds". hmmm motivating. so i guess, i should just try? even if i failed, at least i know where i am? :D
ok, also, my NAPFA. YAY! i got 28 points !! :D my standing broad jump was super lucky! for some reason i got 20+cm more than usual! in the end, i got 235 (usually between 200 and 215) :D super happy. My sit and reach is also not bad. i got 63cm. hahas, so happy. :) maybe next year aiming to get 70+?
ok shall end the post here.
P.S. To my first crush, if you ever read this, i am curious and i really want to know, have you liked me before? in any point of time? sms me :) oh ya in case you dont know who you are, i confessed to you in P5 ^^ :D oh ya dont worry, this site is not really known to many people.
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